What they don't tell you...

So today for some reason I realized that I'm 3 weeks away from the third trimester. Suddenly I started crying. I realized that all of the hard work is going to be worth it and in a few months I'll have my bundle of joy. But what they don't tell you is that once or if you come to that conclusion (it's especially more daunting when you're on bed rest or not wanting to get too attached because of the past) is that every moment is beyond difficult. Every little thing scares me & while I know I shouldn't get too worried if all seems normal I still manage to scare myself. These books make pregnancy seem like a breeze. 40 weeks of pure bliss. While that may be true for most women, some of us don't have that luxury and I wish I had known that. Now I do but it came at a price--I've lost 2 sons. I hope one day more women will be aware & not face the heartache some of us have.